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In
the School of the Golden Rosycross we talk about the two nature orders. One, the nature in which we are living, we also call dialectics
and the other we call the original
nature, from which we originated before the ‘fall’.
Dialectics, also called
the emergency
nature order, is the world of opponents and opposites you see
around you continuously: day and night, light and dark, pleasure and
pain, love and hatred, etc. One
part cannot exist without the other; even more: one pole always evokes
the other pole; they bring forth one another. Between those two poles,
those opposites, we as human beings are constantly tossed back and
forth. One instant you can feel very bright and capable to conquer the
whole world, the next moment something happens which causes your high
spirit to disappear and instead you feel dejected and
inadequate.
Inside
this state of dialectics, time and space are also capturing us; the
duration of everything here is limited by the unavoidability of
change. The understanding of eternity is not known to us here. Instead
we experience continuously the rhythm of what is called in the School:
rising, shining, and fading. That means: being subject to change.
A flower rises from the earth, grows and blooms beautifully for
a while, but after that nothing can stop it from declining, from
perishing again. Nothing on this earth is eternal, timeless.
Another
aspect of this nature is what we call the reflection
sphere, also called the land beyond, or the land on the other
side. It is the invisible counterpart of the visible material world.
Every thought, every feeling and every deed of mankind is being
recorded in the reflection sphere and reflected back into the material
sphere like a mirror. Those two fields of life: the material sphere
and the reflection sphere, interpenetrate and influence each other. The
reflection sphere is the same realm that many religions popularly
refer to as heaven and hell; both are often seen as if they were
eternal and absolute, but that is an illusion. Also there, as “on
earth”, life is only temporary. It is simply the sphere where the
thinner vehicles of a person (the ether, astral and mental aspects of
the human being) gradually dissolve after the death of the physical
body. Life in the reflection sphere, after the physical death, is
similar to life on earth, and is only temporary, as the emptying of
the old personality from the microcosm progresses and the process of
preparing the microcosm for a new birth begins anew.
So,
the material and the reflection sphere are both fields of life
belonging to the same nature order, that being the nature in which takes
place the constant circling of birth and death.
This
earth is a learning place, where we are given the
opportunity to have experiences. All those experiences form our
consciousness and when this consciousness is full – full of
experiences – we get the feeling that in fact we don’t belong in
this world, that all this, all those opposites and temporalities, can
never be everything. That there must be more than that. Then, we start
longing for something that will last forever, for something eternal.
And that’s the reason one finds oneself seeking, that is the process
the School offers to guide you towards: to become conscious of this
possibility, and then to make the decision to return again to the
Original Nature.
The original nature
is the kingdom where there are no opponents ruling and
where time and space don’t play any role whatsoever. Here are values
like eternity, justice, freedom and harmony. It is the original
kingdom that humanity left when it decided to go its own way. Because
of this ‘fall’ mankind descended into
matter, into the physical world in which we are now living. And
gradually it lost its divine status because of this.
The
spirit-spark atom,
the divine nucleus in our heart is the only remnant of the Original
Nature to remind us of it. It stimulates us to look for what we have
lost as a True Person a long time ago. The spirit-spark atom, also called the Rose Bud or
the Rose of the Heart, is the
last remaining divine aspect inside a human being. Its presence is
latent, and it must be awakened again. The
spirit-spark atom is
situated in the top of the right heart chamber, at the mathematical
centre of our microcosm.
When
the Original human being left the Original Nature by his own free
will, he lost all his spiritual qualities. The only thing that was
left was this indestructible nucleus. All original powers and forces
of the true original man lie hidden inside the spirit-spark atom. And
this causes in us a pre-remembrance,
a profound longing for our original state of being, a longing that is
disturbing us. It stimulates the seeking in us, the looking for a life
without struggle, for a life of true freedom. But in its ignorance,
mankind is striving for this ideal image within the bounds of this
earthly nature.
However,
true happiness can never be found here, because everything is
temporary. The law of dialectics is the law of rising, shining and
declining. But to where does this deep longing direct itself then?
It’s directed towards the Original Nature, to give the True Person a
chance to grow again. That is the true task, the true purpose of life,
which shall be remembered by every human being.
The microcosm
literally means: small world. It is an accurate
reflection of the macrocosm, the universe. From Hermes Tresmegistos,
an initiate in Universal Egyptian philosophy, comes the saying: “as
above, so below”. The
microcosm is a complex sphere-shaped system, with the spirit-spark
atom as a nucleus in the centre. It surrounds and penetrates our
physical body; our ether body, which takes care of the functioning of
our physical body; our astral body, in which are active all longings
and desires of a person, and the mental body, through which the mental
capacity can function. These four bodies together form our
personality, also referred to as our “lower self”.
Just
as the earth is surrounded by stars and planets, so a person is
surrounded by a spherical shell containing numerous magnetic points,
which can be compared to the starry heavens. These magnetic points
attract forces from outside which are being forwarded through to the
personality. That sphere of forces we call the auric
being or the higher
self, also living inside the microcosm. All
forces and experiences, both positive and negative, and every
connection from former lives in the microcosm, are being stored in the
auric being. It’s also sometimes said that this is the book in which
our karma
is being written down. We may state that those forces influence the
personality and have created the personality. A person lives by and
out of this higher self. This higher self determines what can enter
our microcosm and what can’t.
You
can also compare this with a puppet, which is played by the puppet
player through a system of little strings. The puppet is the
personality, the player is the auric being. Those little strings tie
us constantly to dialectics, we are being lived by them. The higher
self is only directed towards dialectics, towards self-maintenance.
This means, of course, that it tends to aim us as much as possible
towards dialectics. And in this way the higher and the lower self are
constantly reacting upon each other and consolidating each other.
When
we are fortifying our ego and make it bigger
and stronger, we are also fortifying our auric being and shall be
connected more strongly to the strings of the puppet player. It should be emphasized that this should not be thought of in terms of
good and evil, or that the higher self is something bad. It is giving
us our life experiences, which ensure that, in the end, a personality
will recognise that life upon this earth doesn’t give any true
freedom, and that the path to return must be walked.
The only way to free ourselves from this
puppet player is to cut the strings. This can only be realised if we
don’t connect ourselves anymore with all the opposites in this
world. By looking at them from a distance and by letting the Other One
in
us grow instead of our I. Then, eventually, the magnetic forces of our
personal universe shall extinguish and be replaced by new lights, by
forces emanating from the Original Kingdom. Then the spirit-spark atom
can more and more take over the guidance of our microcosm instead of
the higher self. In the Bible we read about this as a New Heaven and a
New Earth, inside the microcosm, inside of us.
Through
many lives the microcosm carries a new personality each time, in order
to learn from its experiences. The microcosm is eternal, but no longer
divine! It’s merely a shadow from the lustrous shine it once had in
the Original Kingdom, and only the spirit-spark atom is connected with
that Kingdom all the time.
The
karma
that lies stored inside our microcosm is the sum of the past, but also
the sum of the present. We mean to say that even during this life you
are building up karma. “What a man sows, he shall reap”. Every act of a person creates karma. When it’s negative,
sooner or later it shall cause a negative reaction, and the same goes
for a positive act. Thus everybody is tied to his or her karma, it is
the law of cause and effect. In this way, the law of karma takes care
of returning to a person in his or her life those things he has caused
by himself. And this might be something resulting either from a former
life, or from the present life. Thus we may be convinced that we
should just face situations, however difficult, because we have caused
them ourselves; whether in another life, or in the present life.
Although we tend to think that everything just happens and is beyond
our own fault. This
is our learning process, through which we – eventually – gain
insight into the final purpose of our life. It is possible that in
former lives a large part of the path back to the original kingdom has
been walked already and that we continue this in our present life; we
can base our self upon what has been achieved already. You then start
your life as a seeker, right from the beginning.
At
the age of about 13 years the karmic past is projecting itself in the
blood of the person. All those experiences inside the microcosm are
starting to influence the young person. This often causes an intense
disturbance and anxiety inside the youth, and sometimes causes
conflicts with others which aren’t so easily solved. Thus there may
be many causes that force a young person to surrender completely to
dialectic life. He or she can be forced by his own karma. A person
must go through experiences in order to solve them, so that eventually
they disappear out of the microcosm. In a subsequent incarnation,
those experiences no longer have to be lived through. In the end, we
must liberate ourselves from karma. There is always a free choice in
this, a free choice to handle karma either one way or the other.
Reincarnation
is the re-vivification of the emptied microcosm. This
doesn’t mean that a person who died is returning to life again. A
person like ourselves only lives once. But karma that is built up by a
person during his life, is being saved. During a subsequent
incarnation a new personality is being built up again inside the
microcosm. And this personality shall have to face all the deeds and
experiences of his predecessors. Thus, the cycle of birth and death
may repeat itself endlessly. However,
the final purpose is to liberate us from karma and to free ourselves
from the connections of dialectics. Then, an end may come to this
infinite return of the microcosm into dialectics.
The power field
of the School, also referred to as the Living Body of the School, is a very special energy field filled
with Light Force from the Original field of life. This power
field is extremely vivid, always developing and in motion, hence the
name the “Living Body”. It came into existence when our
grandmasters and their pupils were able to make the connection with
the Brotherhood of the Original Kingdom. The Kingdom not of this
world. This power field is completely and totally equal to the Plan of
God. All light forces are applied and attracted herein, and reveal
themselves in the temples and working places of the School of the
Golden Rosy Cross. This Light Field is not
connected to time and space; it belongs to a different dimension, to
the Original Kingdom, but it completely penetrates our dimension,
which we know as earth.
Like
the rays of sun are captured by a magnifying glass and cause a fire,
thus the light forces of the Original Kingdom are concentrated in the
School of the Golden Rosy Cross. The School serves as a focal point.
When we are in the Temple we may experience something of the Light
force. The force field then touches us directly in the heart, where
the spirit-spark atom is located. It gives us the opportunity to
conquer the impediments and influences of our karma, our character,
etc. The force field nourishes the desire for Light and liberation
inside a person. It teaches us to understand things in our life and it
makes us adequately strong to use our will power in the service of the
Path of inner liberation. By
the power of the force field the spirit-spark atom is enabled to beam
forth a completely penetrating radiation. Once this radiation becomes
active again, a force is liberated which changes the entire body, cell
by cell. The thinking, feeling and acting are being charged with a new
force. That new force must find a dwelling place inside of us. We
ourselves must start to work with the opportunities that are given to
us by the force field. For when this doesn’t happen, we soon find
ourselves being absorbed completely by our busy lives, and the voice
of the spirit-spark atom weakens and is no longer heard.
The
pupils of the School must keep the Force field of the School alive and
strong. Of course, you can never do this all by yourself of course,
but an entire group can! Here we see the importance of the group. Many
flames form a mighty fire together. In this way the force field is
attracting people who are willing to listen to the call in their heart
and follow it.
Gnosis
The
word gnosis originates from the Greek language and literally means:
“knowledge”. Mr.
Jan van Rijckenborgh says about Gnosis: “Originally gnosis was the
summary of original wisdom, the summary of all knowledge which pointed
directly towards the original divine life. Thus was – and is –
divine wisdom being brought to mankind and the way is shown to those
who want to return to the original Fatherland.” It
is the radiation force of the other kingdom, the Divine reality, which
is touching us in the spiritual School. It
is the Spirit of God, working as divine wisdom, love and power.
Transfiguration
means: renewal. Renewal according
to an enormous process of change inside a person. It’s the restoring
of the microcosm to its original, divine state. This
cannot be realised by a person with his personality. It can only be
done through and by the force and activity of the spirit-spark atom in
the heart. The
new Soul must be born inside a person, a soul that is not of this
nature. This process can be started once we, with all our emotions,
our driving and striving aimed towards earthly life, can move to the
background in order to give the Rose, the new Soul, space to flourish.
In this way the “I” shall gradually diminish, and the New Soul
shall grow. In the Bible we read: “He must grow and I must
diminish.”
Of
course this takes time. The “I” is very dominantly and strongly
present, therefore this is a process that takes place very gradually.
This gradual process is called: transmutation.
It is the preparation of the microcosm for the forthcoming
transfiguration. By directing our desire towards the Other in us, the
spirit-spark atom gets stronger and stronger, thus being able to take
over guidance in our life. We then become more and more untouchable
for the influences of dialectics and are able to live more and more
out of the forces of the original kingdom. The Cathars called this
process the endura,
or: the path of I-detachment.
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